I think i get it…maybe?

Over the past month I’ve had time to reflect on how I treat myself, and allow others to treat me. If you’ve TRULY taken the time to do something like this I can guarantee to you that there’s something in all of that stuff you hide behind that you don’t like. So why not change it? It’s just mind over matter right? If self-improvement were that easy I doubt that antidepressants would ever be prescribed, that gyms would open at 5 am, or that tabloids would sell faster that a real news paper. We’d all have it figured out and be trillionaires!

Ah, but, life my dear is not that easy. So, what have I done? I’m (read: slowly) making changes,in life, relationships, and work. Notice, there’s been no mention of My Love? I can’t even begin to touch on the subject without re-enacting the All By Myself scene from Bridget Jone’s Diary (you know the one!!) That’s the stage I’m in right now, raw. Who REALLY loves to see post after post of sugary sweet love anyway hmm? OK! I do, I think it’s great to be able to open yourself up to something so wonderful I cannot joke about it. *sigh* Right now, I can’t even picture it for myself, when I try…and I have to TRY, it just never seems to click. I have to be ok with it, and just focus on other aspects of my life in the here and now.

SO! I’ve decided that I have to focus even more on DMae, getting things even more in order professionally, and summer is on its way so there’s bound to be something fun ahead. Talking to an old friend of mine last week really helped me clear my head a bit. I was so stuck on..What can I do…maybe if i just…why can’t it happen this way…i want it now now NOW!! After the pity party for one, came me acting on the things I want. Again, the process is slow,but it’s happening.

I’ve hit a brick wall, and am trying to make my way over, under, or through the damn thing.  I promise to bring you more coherent posts in the coming weeks…a sneak peak at the new totes I’ve been working on, a few more What’s Good Post, and maybe some more general life posts? What do you say? My advice to anyone who’s stuck, going through something  tough, or if you just need a kick in that arse? MOVE!! GET OUT OF YOUR OWN WAY!!!  Try something new, read this past post a few times, and talk it out with someone who loves you and takes no shit…it’ll help believe me.

How do you deal with your brick wall moments?

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23rd May 2012 | 1 note

A Letter, A Thank You, A Blessing

Today is a bittersweet day for my family, it’s my MomMom’s birthday. Another year has passed without her. Here’s something I wrote to her to say thank you….

Today would have been you 86th birthday, and I just wanted to thank you. It’s not enough,the words I mean. Those two words aren’t enough for me to tell you how much you mean to me. I miss you allot, but, right now more than ever. I just really miss the closeness we had, how you brought everyone together with the snap of a finger. The other night Aunt Joyce told me to “Keep lookin up” like you used to say, and I smiled . I just really wish I could have said I love you just one more time. Again, it would not have been enough. I just want to put it out into the universe that I’m thankful to have known and loved you. You were, are my inspiration. You helped me with so much, and I guess that’s why I feel like I need you now. I’m sure I’ll be fine,but it’d be nice to hear your voice.  All I can do is to try to live up to who you see me as, try to live up to my name. Thanks for pulling me through, and loving me.

I love, and miss you,

Suggapinnin

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15th May 2012 | 3 notes

What’s Good? Funk Off, that’s what!!

Hello dear readers, 

This is the start of what I hope to continue as a new feature here on the blog. What’s Good, my first product review!!! Here we go::

I came across Funk Off, a line of handmade vegan bath and body products firstly on Thursday’s blog, and then at Little Chief Honeybee  (who has her own scent, hellooooooo!!) I won’t lie, normally I wouldn’t buy a body product online not having been able to sample it, or smell it. Not to mention I’m picky in terms of scents, and I’m allergic to chamomile(where are my other label readers?!) 

I went on ahead and took a look around the Funk Off shop and they have it ALL. Vegan soaps, lotions,body sprays, lip blams, shower gels…it’s all there, even shower kits!!! I of course went for the lip balms, i have a problem…right now there are 6 different balms, salves, and other lip goos(NO gloss or lipstick for me!!) in my bag right now. The scents of both the Soy Chai Latte and the Chocolate Buttercream are AMAZING!!! Both go on smoothly, and taste so good I have to try not to eat them. I’ve only had them for a few days,but, my lips are much softer!! I LOVE these balms. I may have to try a body spray or two soon. I prefer  a spray over a perfume, which can be too strong for the warmer months.

Have you tried out a new product you’d like to gab about?

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Just Remember……

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All from my Great Signs N Reminders board on Pinterest. All great reminders for me to keep my head up, heart full, and mind breaking through walls. Right now, it’s hard to believe all of this, but I know I’ll come around.

On today’s To-Do list::::::

1. finish throwing out old things i no longer use/want
2. wash hair (it takes FOREVER!!!!)
3. sketch out new product ideas
4. relax…at some point
5. tea, this really could go hand in hand with # 4!
6. catch up on my blogroll
7. yoga and/or ballet beautiful
8. emails
9. breakfast/lunch
10. don’t let the dreary weather make you dreary too!! 

That’s my list for today! i hope what you see here encourages you to get out of the rut you’re in, or will push you out of falling into one. Enjoy your day!

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9th May 2012 | 3 notes

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4 X 2

 I’ve been so lucky to have some great ladies on the blog as sponsors, here’s a little info on two of them in sets of 4…I like even numbers guys!

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3rd May 2012 | 1 note

whatcha lookin at?

Good afternoon all! today I’m home with a migraine, having tea and watching some odd daytime tv(the Jeremy Kyle Show is like a civilized Jerry Springer.) I noticed today that one item in particular is a favorite over at the shop, it’s one of my favorites too!

Melodies!!!! It’s the first piece of mine that I went full on with color, I love black & white sooooo much! I’m so happy that everyone likes it just as much as I do. Over 1,000 views, and 26 loves, and I am feeling the love! This piece is painted onto a Large Unisex Anvil Organic Crew Neck Tee. So ladies and gents alike can wear this great piece.

Thanks so much for your love and support all!

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30th Apr 2012 | 1 note

Float On.

Things have been SO hectic over the past few weeks. My full-time job has been absolutely NUTS, it’s a bit hard to believe I made it through.  I’ve been so scatter-brained and stressed out about almost everything. I found this post by Moorea Seal helpful in realizing that i’m not the only one who’s going through something. And this post by Thursday that light a fire under me to not give up no matter what.

It can be so easy to give up, and give in. To be “in it right now” (if you get that I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!) but you have to expect that there is a light at the end of the tunnel, no matter how long it is. And for me, right now, I’m feeling as if I’m at the beginning of something that terrifies me. Things are changing and I’m not sure if it’s for the better or worse.

I’m a BIG believer in putting out energy that only you’re willing to receive back. Even for me it’s been difficult to hold onto that. I’ve felt SO NEGATIVE about it all, and that is a prime example of my beliefs. I no longer want that, so, this week it’s all changing. I’m no longer allowing myself to wallow in my own junk. Today is a new day, and I’m committing myself to having a great week.

In the next few weeks new products will be coming to the shop, and the May Photo a Day Challenge is a go. Don’t worry I’ll be doing a photo dump this week the last few April photos I’ve missed. Also we have a pair of mini interviews with two of this months sponsors.

Time to let that negativity float away. 

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29th Apr 2012 | 2 notes